The week before my reading, two things happened. Firstly, a beautiful yellow and black butterfly flew straight to my upstairs bedroom window where I was playing my guitar, and lingered around for a while, almost as if she was listening to me play, before fluttering away. I have always had a fascination with butterflies; i used to write poems about them as a child, and they have always represented the power of transformation and change to me. What a beautiful little gift from the Universe! Secondly, a really bad pain in my chest arose out of no-where as I was with my parents in the car around midday. I decided against speaking up about it, as it would have probably scared them out of their seats, but my intuition told me that Anna was doing some clearing or investigating around my heart chakra at that time.
I didnt know what to think after my Skype reading with Anna really.
Part of me was still a little skeptical, even though I had been so sure that it was right for me at the time. The other part of me was a little, well... dissapointed. For the most part she told me I already knew. But then, she never really promised otherwise. Basically I already knew a lot about myself and what i needed to work on; I was just doubting it and myself so fervently and she just stepped in and confirmed it all for me. She also filled the remaining pieces of the puzzle for me "information-wise" that I had been looking for for a long time.
Some of the concepts were difficult for me to accept at first, because they were so 'out there' and distant from my physical experience, but I knew what to expect since I had been so absorbed in Anna's blog and also read all about soul realignment before my reading. I was skeptical but at the same time completely fascinated with it - I just couldn't stop myself from reading about it. The concepts made perfect sense in me even though it was so out-there compared with my daily physical existence, and the thoughts and beliefs of the people around me.
Below is the summarised version of what she told me:
My soul's energy centre of training: "third-eye" chakra - intuition, upholder and protector of Truth, seeing past illusions, soul-urge to speak the truth of what you see, sometimes referred to as the "spiritual warrior".
Soul gifts:
1) Healing - attracting 'wounded birds'
2) Inspiration - a spiritual connection that enables me to see the bigger picture and inspire and motivate others.
3) Improving and optimising things - left-brained
4) Problem-solving - finding creative solutions to people's problems
5) Compassionate & Humanitarian - in my energy field also
6) Understanding systems and processes
Interesting that she picked up all my 'engineering' soul gifts. I believe its because I'd been so engrossed in learning engineering for the past 7 years or so, so it must have been quite strong in my energy field.
My spiritual training:
1) Studied molecular & energetic structure of the human body - probably where my ability with systems and processes comes from. Also means I may have intuitive understanding of Reiki, EFT - any practice that moves energy around the body.
2) Studied energy bodies of certain plants and animals
3) 'Dream Master' - apparently im doing a service while im asleep! Which means I go into other peoples dreams to teach them spiritual lessons - no-wonder my dreams are so bizzare and random and don't make any sense...
4) 'Explorer soul' - star traveller, first place of incarnation was outside Earth (about 20% of population are star travellers, the rest are earthbound souls i.e. only ever been incarnated on Earth)
My soul group:
Blueprinter. Blueprinters were the first soul group in the "Earth experiment" of Atlantis. My sub-group is the Blueprinter Deliverers - here to remind people of that original blueprint of divine love, kindness, compassion. Empathetic, will feel a lack of love where there is one.
Connection to my Higher Self:
67% subconscious connection, 59% conscious connection
My Spirit Guides:
I have six spirit guides in my inner circle.
My Life Lessons:
Primary: self-determination - doing what is right for you regardless of what others think you should do - 55% complete
Secondary: self-love
Leaking energy:
Two chakras were leaking energy - heart and throat
Heart chakra - self acceptance, self-love.
Throat - speaking one's mind, self-expression
She did some clearing around these chakras and gave me some homework to do for 21 days.
Energetic programs:
I also had 'programs' or energies in my chakras that matched up with particular negative occurances in my life. I had a program of 'obedience' at my throat chakra that started when I was 17, that stopped me from saying what I really thought. It was like a 'people pleasing' program. When i was 17, I was in first year university studying something I had no passion for whatsoever. I was hopelessly depressed and felt stuck. I had a major eruption with my dad and I was told to 'shut up and be grateful'; he also said he was ashamed that I was his daughter and an "animal" and hit me and threw me onto the floor. I was really affected by this and I felt totally worthless, it crushed any remaining self-worth that I had and it brought on a downward spiral for me which i still don't like talking about. Well, it looks like I took those words seriously! :P
Once i grew older and especially joined the workforce, having this program was horribly frustrating for me - especially when I'd been trained in the third-eye chakra and could see the truth behind all the crap. She told me that its just due to experiences I've had in this lifetime and doesn't define me, as at a soul level I'm actually a spiritual warrior.
Timidity:
I also had the energy of "timidity" that started when I was 23 (when I started work at my current job). Being too flexible, letting other people define your worth, and may be too much understanding for those types of people. I don't think the obedience program really helped me out much with this either.
Intimidation:
I also had the energy of 'intimidation' at my heart and throat chakras that was making me loose energy. She asked if I've ever been overpowered in my life.
Past life incarnations:
The energy of intimidation at my heart chakra has been reactivated in this lifetime from a previous incarnation in France several lifetimes ago. Apparently I was a woman who's parents died and I was being raised by devoutly religious Catholic grandparents, who believed that if you deny/abuse the self in this life you will reap the benefits in Heaven. The energy was like "whipping yourself", and wasn't exactly a very nice energy to have at your heart chakra! People who have this energy in their heart chakras usually dont treat themselves very nicely. This really mirrors back to my experience in this lifetime. Obviously, this is a spiritual lesson that I need to learn. :)
So there you have it. Its a huge amount of information to digest in one session. I do highly recommend this reading if you have questions in your mind surrounding who you really are or your purpose for being here. Maybe you have felt lost or alone and wondered what you're supposed to do here on Earth. I sure have, and it seems that many startravellers feel this way. I am planning to take the soul realignment course to become a soul realignment practitioner myself, so watch this space if you're interested in having a reading. :-)
Much love to you (and me!),
A.
I didnt know what to think after my Skype reading with Anna really.
Part of me was still a little skeptical, even though I had been so sure that it was right for me at the time. The other part of me was a little, well... dissapointed. For the most part she told me I already knew. But then, she never really promised otherwise. Basically I already knew a lot about myself and what i needed to work on; I was just doubting it and myself so fervently and she just stepped in and confirmed it all for me. She also filled the remaining pieces of the puzzle for me "information-wise" that I had been looking for for a long time.
Some of the concepts were difficult for me to accept at first, because they were so 'out there' and distant from my physical experience, but I knew what to expect since I had been so absorbed in Anna's blog and also read all about soul realignment before my reading. I was skeptical but at the same time completely fascinated with it - I just couldn't stop myself from reading about it. The concepts made perfect sense in me even though it was so out-there compared with my daily physical existence, and the thoughts and beliefs of the people around me.
Below is the summarised version of what she told me:
My soul's energy centre of training: "third-eye" chakra - intuition, upholder and protector of Truth, seeing past illusions, soul-urge to speak the truth of what you see, sometimes referred to as the "spiritual warrior".
Soul gifts:
1) Healing - attracting 'wounded birds'
2) Inspiration - a spiritual connection that enables me to see the bigger picture and inspire and motivate others.
3) Improving and optimising things - left-brained
4) Problem-solving - finding creative solutions to people's problems
5) Compassionate & Humanitarian - in my energy field also
6) Understanding systems and processes
Interesting that she picked up all my 'engineering' soul gifts. I believe its because I'd been so engrossed in learning engineering for the past 7 years or so, so it must have been quite strong in my energy field.
My spiritual training:
1) Studied molecular & energetic structure of the human body - probably where my ability with systems and processes comes from. Also means I may have intuitive understanding of Reiki, EFT - any practice that moves energy around the body.
2) Studied energy bodies of certain plants and animals
3) 'Dream Master' - apparently im doing a service while im asleep! Which means I go into other peoples dreams to teach them spiritual lessons - no-wonder my dreams are so bizzare and random and don't make any sense...
4) 'Explorer soul' - star traveller, first place of incarnation was outside Earth (about 20% of population are star travellers, the rest are earthbound souls i.e. only ever been incarnated on Earth)
My soul group:
Blueprinter. Blueprinters were the first soul group in the "Earth experiment" of Atlantis. My sub-group is the Blueprinter Deliverers - here to remind people of that original blueprint of divine love, kindness, compassion. Empathetic, will feel a lack of love where there is one.
Connection to my Higher Self:
67% subconscious connection, 59% conscious connection
My Spirit Guides:
I have six spirit guides in my inner circle.
My Life Lessons:
Primary: self-determination - doing what is right for you regardless of what others think you should do - 55% complete
Secondary: self-love
Leaking energy:
Two chakras were leaking energy - heart and throat
Heart chakra - self acceptance, self-love.
Throat - speaking one's mind, self-expression
She did some clearing around these chakras and gave me some homework to do for 21 days.
Energetic programs:
I also had 'programs' or energies in my chakras that matched up with particular negative occurances in my life. I had a program of 'obedience' at my throat chakra that started when I was 17, that stopped me from saying what I really thought. It was like a 'people pleasing' program. When i was 17, I was in first year university studying something I had no passion for whatsoever. I was hopelessly depressed and felt stuck. I had a major eruption with my dad and I was told to 'shut up and be grateful'; he also said he was ashamed that I was his daughter and an "animal" and hit me and threw me onto the floor. I was really affected by this and I felt totally worthless, it crushed any remaining self-worth that I had and it brought on a downward spiral for me which i still don't like talking about. Well, it looks like I took those words seriously! :P
Once i grew older and especially joined the workforce, having this program was horribly frustrating for me - especially when I'd been trained in the third-eye chakra and could see the truth behind all the crap. She told me that its just due to experiences I've had in this lifetime and doesn't define me, as at a soul level I'm actually a spiritual warrior.
Timidity:
I also had the energy of "timidity" that started when I was 23 (when I started work at my current job). Being too flexible, letting other people define your worth, and may be too much understanding for those types of people. I don't think the obedience program really helped me out much with this either.
Intimidation:
I also had the energy of 'intimidation' at my heart and throat chakras that was making me loose energy. She asked if I've ever been overpowered in my life.
Past life incarnations:
The energy of intimidation at my heart chakra has been reactivated in this lifetime from a previous incarnation in France several lifetimes ago. Apparently I was a woman who's parents died and I was being raised by devoutly religious Catholic grandparents, who believed that if you deny/abuse the self in this life you will reap the benefits in Heaven. The energy was like "whipping yourself", and wasn't exactly a very nice energy to have at your heart chakra! People who have this energy in their heart chakras usually dont treat themselves very nicely. This really mirrors back to my experience in this lifetime. Obviously, this is a spiritual lesson that I need to learn. :)
So there you have it. Its a huge amount of information to digest in one session. I do highly recommend this reading if you have questions in your mind surrounding who you really are or your purpose for being here. Maybe you have felt lost or alone and wondered what you're supposed to do here on Earth. I sure have, and it seems that many startravellers feel this way. I am planning to take the soul realignment course to become a soul realignment practitioner myself, so watch this space if you're interested in having a reading. :-)
Much love to you (and me!),
A.